Broke

aku taktaulah berapa lama aku akan begini

berapa kali episod ni semua akan berulang

setiap kali, akan makin teruk. makin parah. 

kadang-kadang aku nak marah diri sendiri..

kenapa susah sangat aku nak melupakan?

kenapa susah sangat aku nak move on

this few months being so hard. 

very hard

like really, aku tak layak ke untuk bahagia?

kenapa aku kena hadap semua benda ni?

i just want to be happy

i just want someone by my side.

that is all.

i just want to be heard

i just want to be loved

and i just one someone to love.

everyday is a lonely day

getting lonelier everyday

why?

i don't have anyone anymore

seriously aku takde sape2

sampai bila nak kena cakap dengan dinding ni?

kenapa aku selalu akan hilang orang yang aku selesa?

kenapa aku selalu akan hilang the only person yang i want to talk to everyday

just, why?

i'm not sure how long can i take this anymore

i'm so stressed.