another year will pass.
sekarang pun dah end October.
ah, i'm planning to get a new job. a fresh start. a better pay.
i wish.
tapi taktaulah macam mana lagi nak buat.
my resume keep on being rejected. and also aku pun takut juga nak cuba company aneh2.
entahlah, makin lama makin taktau apa function hidup aku ni.
rasa macam hilang fungsi dia.
rasa macam tak guna je.
taktau lah apa lagi nak nak buat.
i want to improve myself.
i would like to be seen as someone like i used to be during my study time.
tapi aku taktau nak mula dari mana.
semua gagal.
takde benda lagi setakat yang buat masa dewasa ni berjaya *sigh
that's career life.
personal life.
how i wish finally ada someone who will love me the way i do.
i want to talk to that particular someone.
but, we're not close anymore.
give my everything, but still, nothing in return.
macam wasting energy je. *sigh
i don't know whether will my life will be better?
