aku taktaulah berapa lama aku akan begini
berapa kali episod ni semua akan berulang
setiap kali, akan makin teruk. makin parah.
kadang-kadang aku nak marah diri sendiri..
kenapa susah sangat aku nak melupakan?
kenapa susah sangat aku nak move on
this few months being so hard.
very hard
like really, aku tak layak ke untuk bahagia?
kenapa aku kena hadap semua benda ni?
i just want to be happy
i just want someone by my side.
that is all.
i just want to be heard
i just want to be loved
and i just one someone to love.
everyday is a lonely day
getting lonelier everyday
why?
i don't have anyone anymore
seriously aku takde sape2
sampai bila nak kena cakap dengan dinding ni?
kenapa aku selalu akan hilang orang yang aku selesa?
kenapa aku selalu akan hilang the only person yang i want to talk to everyday
just, why?
i'm not sure how long can i take this anymore
i'm so stressed.